As soon as I got off from work, I got a message from Terra saying that my honey was okay. I was so happy I cried. And rushed home to read his email. Aaron (my boss) and I were listening to his 60's mix on his MP3 player and this was one of the songs that came on. And its true, wild horses couldn't drag me away from him. I wont let anyone or anything get in-between us and our future together. I love you with all of my heart babe. Remember YOU and YOU alone have the key to my heart baby. Its yours, always has been and always will be.

I love you a lox x a trillion divided by a thousand plus a million...
xoxoxoxo

<3 your future wifey

The Long Road Ahead

 Since you've been gone. I'm doing a lot better than I had originally thought I would. I thought I'd have been so emotionally messed up that I'd have to call into work today. But I got my butt out of bed and busted my butt at work. As I got ready to leave Ben (the kenyan guy i work with) asked if my shift was over, and then preceded to say,  "Go home crawl into bed, get smashed, cry, sleep and then you can talk to your boyfriend around 2am" Half of me wanted to be I wish it was THAT easy, and the other just wanted to punch him in the face! UGH! 

Terra is taking good care of me, she even called to check up on me after she knew that I got off work, and she was on her break. She drives me crazy sometimes, but that girls got a good heart even if shes a pretty pretty princess. lol. 

This morning before I left for work Tigerlilly was sitting on your blanket that I have and I covered her most of the way so that she wouldnt get cold and when I got home she was in the exact same spot that I left her. I know she misses you too because I dont think shes left the bed/your blanket since you left.

I love you SO much baby. I can't wait for you to come home so we can start our life together. 

<3 your army wife in training